CAWD-365 I can't stand getting out of the back.

My father remarried and had a sister who was so well-dressed that she would walk around every day wearing a big collar vest and underwear, and I was too excited to get up right now, and I couldn't bear to get up in the back of my unprepared ass and get out of the crack, knowing that it was the worst thing, but it was just too much, and then I would get out of the bed again, and feel like I'm gonna get so upset that I can't sleep, and then I'd get hit by the night.