JUL-194 I lost my mind when my husband's boss attacked me on the seventh day...

The minister has helped, thank you, and the face of a husband who looks at me like that, and who smiles so innocently, feels like he can't confess to his husband even if his mouth is broken, and the second-hand smoke that the minister throws out after me has forced up resistance, and every day is contaminated deep into my body, which scares me, and I'm scared because I don't know what the smell of my husband is, and it scares me to get from aversion to love. I've been changed... if my husband finds out...